

Lol. I want you to try something for me. Go shower, shave and put on some clothes fresh from the laundry. Then just go outside for a whole day, leave your phone at home. Go to a park, go for a walk, go to the library, anything. Hell, go sit your as down in a local pub at the bar and just have a meal and a drink. Just get out of whatever headspace you are in right now.
Then go volunteer at any organization in your local community, a food bank, a old age home, SPCA, whatever. You need to understand that the world is absolutely 100% way more fucking chill than anything you think it is.
If it was just a joke, then it doesn’t matter and you can delete it at anytime. If it wasn’t you’ll leave it up and continue you on your way, blaming others for what is probably your problem.